I feel sick tonight
. . . which is why you get a crap post like this one. Why is my head fuzzy?! This upsets me.
I need to go to bed soon, or else I’ll get into a cycle where I feel crummy, so I’m afraid to go to sleep, so I stay up, but then I end up feeling worse, and the tiredness makes the crazy stronger, so then I’m REALLY afraid to sleep, and this goes on and on until I get so tired that I fall asleep in spite of myself, usually at some obscenely late hour with the lights on and a book on my face.
The weather’s supposed to turn wintry tomorrow after what’s been a pleasant Fall in the low 80s. I wore a short skirt today to say farewell to decent temperatures. Once it drops into the 60s, I’m not a outdoors fan any more.
I went grocery shopping today. Did you know that Florida grows more tomatoes than any other state? Kroger has these video screens in every checkout line playing weird promos and trivia. They’re all about eight feet off the ground and synchronized; the effect of looking across the store at 18 simultaneously-flashing screens is a bit odd.
Grad school applications are looming, oh my. You mean I have to figure out how to graduate from this bureaucratized quagmire of a school AND apply to a whole new school simultaneously? Oy.
I think I’m feeling a bit better now, actually. I probably ought to go to bed anyway—I’ve still been sleepy a lot lately. Good night.